Standing At The Edge

by Essynze

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STANDING AT THE EDGE TRYING NOT TO LOOK DOWN IF FALL I PRAY, I’LL CRAWL OUT I WAS LOST A LONG TIME AGO MISTAKES I MADE, STILL GRABS A WHOLE OF ME SINGING LIFE TO DEAD EARS WALKING DAY BY DAY CHOOSING ABUSING TO LOOSE WITH NOTHING THERE TO EVEN SEE WANTING, THINKING, IT'S NEEDED TO OBTAIN AND GET BY FOR ALL THAT WAS RIGHT TO DO ALL THAT IS WRONG DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO TRY TO LIVE STANDING AT THE EDGE TRYING NOT TO LOOK DOWN IF FALL I PRAY, I’LL CRAWL OUT I WAS LOST A LONG TIME AGO MISTAKES I MADE, STILL GRABS A WHOLE OF ME THE PAST RELIVED LIKE A ROSE GROWN OUT A GRAVE NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY I ALWAYS DID IT LIVING IN THE WAYS THEY STILL WANNA BLAME LIVING IN THE WAYS THEIR EYES CAN’T SEE ME FOR ALL THAT I AM AND NOT WHAT I DID IF YOU CAN JUST LET ME BE ME STANDING AT THE EDGE TRYING NOT TO LOOK DOWN IF FALL I PRAY, I’LL CRAWL OUT I WAS LOST A LONG TIME AGO MISTAKES I MADE, STILL GRABS A WHOLE OF ME NOT AS FAR AS I CAN SEE YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT YOU GET WHAT YOU ASK FOR LET GO, LET GO YOU CAN’T CHANGE TIME STOP GOING REWIND STANDING AT THE EDGE TRYING NOT TO LOOK DOWN IF FALL I PRAY, I’LL CRAWL OUT I WAS LOST A LONG TIME AGO MISTAKES I MADE, STILL GRABS A WHOLE OF ME
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Want Out 03:39
I GAVE EVERY BIT AND PIECE OF ME I GUESS IT'S NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU TO SEE, THE TRUTH IN THE REALITY THAT I AIN’T PLAYING WITH YOU NO MORE ONE FOOT IN AND OUT THE DOOR TOO MUCH WAS DONE THERE’S NOTHING TO SAY THAT I CAN’T TAKE NO MORE JUST TO THINK YOU PLAY ME THIS WAY SHOULDA NEVER LOVED YOU LIKE I CAN THAT’S WHY I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU COULD THROW IT ALL AWAY DON’T YOU SEE, IS THE BEST YOU GO GET BECAUSE I WON’T PUT UP WITH YOUR YOU WANT OUT, YOU WANT OUT YOU WANT OUT, YOU WANT OUT GOT MY MIND TRIPPING YOU LOVE ME OR NOT, AND YOU GOT MY STOMACH FLIPPING YOU NEVER AROUND ITS LIKE IM SLIPPING TRIPPING AND WAITING WAITING MY TURN WHEN I'M GIVING YOU ALL OF ME DAMN I GUESS IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU WHAT I GOT TO DO TO PROVE WHEN I WAS THERE FOR YOU BUT NOW I GUESS IT DON’T MEAN NOTHING, HOW I WAS A FOO SHOULDA NEVER LOVED YOU LIKE I CAN THAT’S WHY I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU COULD THROW IT ALL AWAY DON’T YOU SEE, IS THE BEST YOU GO GET BECAUSE I WON’T PUT UP WITH YOUR YOU WANT OUT, YOU WANT OUT YOU WANT OUT, YOU WANT OUT ALL ALONG YOU SHOULD HAVE KEPT REAL WITH ME AND SAID A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW IS NOT FOR ME BABY IM GO DO ME AND YOU DO YOU I’LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU MY LOVE IS TRUE BUT SITTING HERE MENTALLY WAITING I WON’T DO SHOULDA NEVER LOVED YOU LIKE I CAN THAT’S WHY I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU COULD THROW IT ALL AWAY DON’T YOU SEE, IS THE BEST YOU GO GET BECAUSE I WON’T PUT UP WITH YOUR YOU WANT OUT, YOU WANT OUT YOU WANT OUT, YOU WANT OUT
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Circles 03:34
DO YOU HEAR ME WHEN I CALL YOUR NAME DO FEEL ME WHEN I TOUCH YOUR HANDS DO SEE ME WHEN I SHOW MY FACE DO YOU SMELL THE ROSES WHEN IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE ROUND AND ROUND WE GO IN CIRCLES WHERE OUR LOVE WON’T LET GO ROUND AND ROUND WE GO IN CIRCLES WHERE OUR LOVE DO YOU SEE THE WRITING ON THE WALL HOW MANY TIMES CAN LOVE CATCH US WHEN WE FALL THE HURT SO GOOD OF PAIN IN THE HEART, STILL WANTING WHAT IT DID FROM THE START ROUND AND ROUND WE GO IN CIRCLES WHERE OUR LOVE WON’T LET GO ROUND AND ROUND WE GO IN CIRCLES WHERE OUR LOVE OUR WORDS ARE BLOWING LIKE DESERT SAND AIN’T WORTH A GRAIN OF SALT WE'RE BACK AGAIN THE MORE WE SAY GOODBYE AT NIGHT, I KNOW TOGETHER WE WILL BE ALRIGHT DO YOU HEAR THE WHISPERS IN THE WIND DO YOU FEEL THE BREEZE LOVE ON YOUR SKIN THE SHINE OF DAYS BRIGHT AS THE SUN I GUESS IT’LL ALWAYS BE US COMING BACK FOR MORE ROUND AND ROUND WE GO IN CIRCLES WHERE OUR LOVE WON’T LET GO ROUND AND ROUND WE GO IN CIRCLES WHERE OUR LOVE DO YOU HEAR ME DO YOU FEEL ME, YEA DO YOU SEE ME, DO YOU FEEL ME DO YOU HEAR ME WHEN I CALL YOU NAME WHEN I TOUCH YOUR HAND
4.
WAKING TO SUNSETS DIFFERENT PLACES IN TIME WISHING TO GO BACK AND GET THAT FRIEND OF MINE CAN’T CHANGE A THING BUT I CAN A DIFFERENCE IN WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU I GIVE MY HEART, GIVE MY MIND I’LL GIVE ANYTHING THE THINGS THAT I WILL DO JUST TO GET BACK TO YOU IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU I GIVE MY HEART, GIVE MY MIND I’LL GIVE ANYTHING THE THINGS THAT I WILL DO JUST TO GET BACK TO YOU IF YOU ONLY KNEW WISH UPON A STAR BEFORE US FLIP A COIN IN A POND OF ENORMOUS DREAM CROSSING MY FINGERS HOPING THAT THE DAY WILL COME THRU THE DOOR YOU’LL WALK-IN WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I FIND, IT IS YOU THAT I NEED BESIDE ME IF KNEW WHAT I KNEW THAN THEN TODAY TOGETHER I KNOW WE WOULD WIN IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU I GIVE MY HEART, GIVE MY MIND I’LL GIVE ANYTHING THE THINGS THAT I WILL DO JUST TO GET BACK TO YOU IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU I GIVE MY HEART, GIVE MY MIND I’LL GIVE ANYTHING THE THINGS THAT I WILL DO JUST TO GET BACK TO YOU IF YOU ONLY KNEW SITTING UP ALL NIGHT SEEMS LIKE I'M LOSING MY MIND TRY TO HIDE MY FEELING HIDE EM DEEP INSIDE I DON’T GET NO SLEEP GOT ME DON’T WANNA EAT IT'S KILLING ME SOFTLY, SOFTLY YOU GOT ME SHOOK UP ON YOUR LOVING YOUR HUGGING, YOUR KISSES I MISS IT, THE LADY, SEXY LADY I WANT YOUR, I REALLY WANT YOUR LOVE YOUR ALL I'M DREAMING OF, BABY, BABY IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU I GIVE MY HEART, GIVE MY MIND I’LL GIVE ANYTHING THE THINGS THAT I WILL DO JUST TO GET BACK TO YOU IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU I GIVE MY HEART, GIVE MY MIND I’LL GIVE ANYTHING THE THINGS THAT I WILL DO JUST TO GET BACK TO YOU IF YOU ONLY KNEW
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SILENCE SO LOUD I HEAR SCREAMS INSIDE MY MIND I AM RUNNING FROM ALL THE HURT AND PAIN I WANT NOT TO FEEL I AM LONELY BEHIND THESE SMILE I'M HIDING, IN THE CROWDS IM SEARCHING FOR LOVE WONDERING WILL IT EVER FIND ME I GAVE ALL MY ALL, MY WILL IS GONE QUESTIONING HOW IS GONNA TRULY BE SEARCHING, SEARCHING FOR YOU SEARCHING FOR A LOVE THAT'S REAL AND TRUE IM SEARCHING, SEARCHING FOR YOU SEARCHING FOR A LOVE THAT'S REAL AND TRUE, I, M WHERE DO I START WHEN IT'S ALL GONE THE LIFE THAT I KNEW IS NOW OVER FRIENDS HAVE CHANGED TIMES ARE NOT THE SAME NO MORE EVERYWHERE I TURN I CAN NOT TRUST NO ONE IS IT A DREAM PLEASE WAKE ME CAUSE MY DAYS WERE ALWAYS SHINING NOW ITS SEEMS LIKE A NIGHTMARE NEVER ENDING, THATS WHY IM SEARCHING SEARCHING, SEARCHING, SEARCHING, SEARCHING, SEARCHING, SEARCHING SEARCHING, SEARCHING THAT'S WHY IM SEARCHING SEARCHING, SEARCHING IM SEARCHING, FOR YOU SEARCHING FOR A LOVE THAT'S REAL AND TRUE, I’M SEARCHING FOR A LOVE THAT'S REAL AND TRUE, I’M SEARCHING FOR A LOVE THAT'S REAL AND TRUE, I’M FOR YOU, THAT’S WHY I'M SEARCHING
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It's Alright 04:30
IT'S ALRIGHT, THE NIGHT IS YOUNG THE FUN HAS JUST BEGUN FEEL THE BEAT, LIVE AND BE FREE JUST LIKE THE STARS ARE SHINING IT’S ALRIGHT TO TAKE A CHANCE YOU’LL NEVER KNOW IF YOU CAN FEEL THE BEAT LIVE AND BE FREE JUST LIKE THE STARS ARE SHINING LET GO, LET GO, YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU HOLDING ON TO THE PAST THATS GONE EVERYTHING MUST CHANGE NOTHING STAYS THE SAME START OVER THEN TRY AGAIN THE TIME IS NOW TO SAY GOODBYE TO THE STORMS THAT CAME AND MADE YOU CRY, BUT WHEN CHOOSE TO NEVER LOSE, THE TRUTH BEING PART OF YOU MIRROR, MIRROR ON THE WALL WHO THIS PERSON STRONGER NOW TAKING CONTROL OF TOMORROW CONQUERING ALL SORROW THE SUN IS BRIGHT IN THE DAYLIGHT DREAMS ARE DREAMS, THEY NEVER DIE LIVE TO FIGHT ANOTHER DAY ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE FORGE YOUR WAY IT'S ALRIGHT, THE NIGHT IS YOUNG THE FUN HAS JUST BEGUN FEEL THE BEAT, LIVE, AND BE FREE JUST LIKE THE STARS ARE SHINING IT’S ALRIGHT TO TAKE A CHANCE YOU’LL NEVER KNOW IF YOU CAN FEEL THE BEAT LIVE AND BE FREE JUST LIKE THE STARS ARE SHINING HELLO, HELLO, TURN THE LIGHTS ON CAN YOU SEE THRU THE SHADOWS OF YESTERDAY TO BREAKAWAY CLEAR YOUR MIND DROP THE CHAINS MISTAKES ARE MADE TO LEARN FROM HILLS ARE CLIMB TO OVERCOME THE HIGHS THAT MAY OPEN DOORS IT'S LOW THAT WILL OPEN MORE IF I CAN MAKE A CHANGE ITS ALRIGHT TO BE THE ONE TO FEEL ALL DOUBT AND LOST ON-ROAD ALONE, BUT STILL, I KNOW IT'S BETTER IN THE ROUGH I'M NO LONGER ALONE LIKE A BUMP ALONG THE LOG IT'S ALRIGHT, THE NIGHT IS YOUNG THE FUN HAS JUST BEGUN FEEL THE BEAT, LIVE, AND BE FREE JUST LIKE THE STARS ARE SHINING IT’S ALRIGHT TO TAKE A CHANCE YOU’LL NEVER KNOW IF YOU CAN FEEL THE BEAT LIVE AND BE FREE JUST LIKE THE STARS ARE SHINING YOU NEVER KNOW, YOU NEVER KNOW TILL YOU STEP OUT THE SHADOWS FEEL THE LIVE THE DREAMS LIKE THE STARS FREE SHINING YOU NEVER KNOW, YOU NEVER KNOW TILL YOU STEP OUT THE SHADOWS FEEL THE LIVE THE DREAMS LIKE THE STARS FREE SHINING THE NIGHT IS STILL YOUNG THE FUN JUST BEGUN FEEL THE BEAT, LIVE, AND BE FREE LIKE THE STARS SHINING TAKE A CHANCE, YOU NEVER KNOW I YOU CAN, LIVE YOUR DREAM IT'S ALRIGHT, THE NIGHT IS YOUNG THE FUN HAS JUST BEGUN FEEL THE BEAT, LIVE, AND BE FREE JUST LIKE THE STARS ARE SHINING IT’S ALRIGHT TO TAKE A CHANCE YOU’LL NEVER KNOW IF YOU CAN FEEL THE BEAT LIVE AND BE FREE JUST LIKE THE STARS ARE SHINING

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released October 20, 2020

All Songs Written By Essynze

Essynze, born in Detroit, Michigan has been singing since she was 5yrs old starting in the choir with her Mother at United House of Jeremiah. A true Preacher's kid exposed to music at a young age. Her musical influences were Gospel as she got older it then evolved into R&B as well as HipHop.

Essynze started her first Record Label Big Head Records with Dice who was the first to take notice of her lyrical style in the first song she wrote and recorded "Ghetto Blues", from there they formed a partnership and started Big Head Records which then introduced her to the underground music scene. Essynze has featured on other known Artists projects such as Detroit's very own Esham, Eastside Cheddar Boys, and Derek Irie of One Pants Production just to name a few.
Essynze talent expanded into acting and singing in the play "Man About God" and a series presently in production "Husband, Wives, and Lies".

Essynze is a true star in her own right it's just a matter of time before her light shines for all to see and hear.

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